life throws you so many curve balls... I mean one second things are wonderful.. the next... everything is upside down. I haven't done much (read: any) creative or artistic things lately... but I think its about time I made a conscious effort to get back into that.. I need a bit of motivation... but that's nothing out of the ordinary. better to channel my behaviour into something relatively constructive... than to waste it as lost energy into something I won't get back.

many thanks to high dosages of painkillers for bringing this journal to the world.